staying and rotting away in class while the others are happily making noise?not my ideal way of spending,or even wasting time..
got back the exam papers as usual..totally disappointed with my results..UGH.
my mum's been saying again and again, that if I,*ahem* we continue to do not so well in our exams,then training is banned..obviously I can't let that happen, so the other obvious truth is that I have to start pushing myself to go that extra mile..mmHmm,bring it on Maths!
I can't believe it,school's just started and I'm gonna be so busy again!and club meeting starting this week already..(awwwwww....sorry but I'm not looking forward to it..)
it's like a never-ending 10000m walkathon, no time to even catch my breath,or say AH..=/
I wish there were moments where my hectic life would just hit a pause button, so I could at least take that precious moment to calm my thoughts and juz chill, like ice-cream fillin.....
yes, chill.....doesn't that sound inviting?chill.....
even the 1-week holiday wasn't enough.perhaps I'm being greedy,but it's just not sufficient at all.
the only time when I feel totally in my own world and stress-free, is during training..
yea I'm surprised as well..last time training for me, let's just say I only train because I have to,for sports,otherwise I won't train as well.
BUT
now it's like, I'm training because I really want to, I want to go really far with my triple jump, I want to see what my limit is, or maybe there isn't a limit; I want to prove myself;in short,
I want to be the very best.
okay so this isn't a very nice shot,but it's the only one i have.so it would do,for now.
I'm unconsciously developing a strong and deep passion towards my sports, I don't even notice it. until I think of the things I've put aside just for it, then I go:Whoa..I'm addicted to triple jump.
okay so this isn't a very nice shot,but it's the only one i have.so it would do,for now.so hopefully this 'addiction',is something that can drive me further,but at the same time constantly motivate me to study as well.
they're totally related:if I want to win, I need training; if I want to go training, I need excellent results; in order to achieve that, study is a MUST.
I'll give my very best, and try to be the good daughter/student/athlete or whatever.
as long as you're happy, I'm happy, my parents are happy, teachers are happy, then
everything will be fine.
smile for the kutu-horse. (=
smile for the kutu-horse. (=