tired...

waliao....worked whole day today at school...for the camp thing 2moro...
like..ohmigosh~it's 2moro~!!! xD
worked our arses off for this..so it better go well and great...haha..

went for movie juz now..Indiana Jones...(=
but kena scolded by my mum..lol..xD
the movie was not bad..juz the UFO part was..really weird.. o.O

nywayz..needa wake up at 4.30am 2moro(I NOE~!!!!)..
zZzzzZzz...it's gonna be crazy!!

-I never knew forgetting is such a hard process.-

Jason Mraz

Jason Mraz rocks~!!
seriously..i love him...=D
gotta go check out his songs man..they're good..
like.."I'm yours".."you and i both"..great songs..haha..
he's so cool and funny!!WOOHP~
cant wait for his new album.."We sing.We dance.We steal things."

term break

it's the 1st day of our holiday...
went 2 school in the morn..4 the camp discussions..
so hot and tired oh......ran around the whole school..lol..
after that we went to City Mall..to buy our stuffs...
we jimat jimat alot..thanks to our sakai...xD

came back home and then played volleyball with my sis..
learned how 2 spike..still workin on it though..hahaz..
we played 4 so long oh.............haha...was enjoying myself..(=

oh yea..the Monaco GP qualifying was today..
Kimi Raikkonen got pole..2nd is Felipe Massa..
how bout that yea..an all-Ferrari front row..haha..
3rd and 4th both McLaren's...
too bad Jenson Button didn't get into the top 10..but i still love him!!! =D

P.S:McKitty..it's alright..i must be independent now..(=

last day of school

ohmigosh...i was even more stressed out today compared to yesterday...ARH~
so hard la..it's like the ending for everyone..yet i'm like still stuck in the middle..
dunno the beginning or the end..
things are supposed to turn better..but i'm not feeling it..?? =S

the moral tugasan was really drving me crazy..wrote it again and again....
i made a stupid wrong move and it caused me another half an hour to copy..*grrRr*
everything was in a rush juz now..so STRESSED~!!
nearly burst into tears at school outta stress..seriously..xD
and the dude beside me wasn't making things any better..

nywayz..after school..we (McJay-Z,Josie,Charlene,McMac) went to eat lunch..
we hitched a ride..lolz..
we enjoyed some..'mian mian bing'--cotton ice??haha..
today was a really hot HOT day barh.....
after lunch we went back to school..discuss our camp stuffs..
it's almost done..needa buy the stuffs 2moro.....

oh yeaa....OUR football team had already went for the draw..
apparently we're up against some juniors..and a really good senior team..
so.....according to the manager (sakai) & our captain..I MAY have a chance to play after all..=D
can you imagine..a GIRL on the field..playing football with 21 DUDES~!!cool ey??LOL..
I'm so gonna be a legend!!ahahahaha...

"It's time to grow up McMac.."

stressed out?

*lets out a sigh*
it's gonna be the hols..yet i'm not ready for it..everything's going too fast..it feels like i can't catch up..things gotta slow down a lil~!! =(

awW..been preparing for our club's training camp..
it's next week and we're still not fully prepared...everything is juz driving me up the wall..
gotta finish the camp thingy arh.......

didn't feel so good today..no idea why..
juz all the thoughts of camp were really pressing me down..
and some other personal stuffs..ish~
i'm being crushed by the heavy weight of the world..
i'm this lil' gerl living in this oh-too-large world....x(

we didn't go for swimming today..which sucked..
my getaway didn't getaway...no more getting away..

at least there's one good news..(i think it is....)
i'm on my class' football team..Renovatio~
i know..i'm a gerl who doesn't know how to kick in an all boys football team...lol..xD
they said that they'll put me in to play if we're against some juniors....hahahaa....
kaki bangku la.........

arh..so tomorrow's the last day of school..and like yea...i'm really gonna miss school...alot..=(

P.S:McKitty~!!where are you when i need you???? *tears rollin down my cheeks* ='(

Champions League Final--Chelsea vs. Man.Utd

the finals was like..2.45am in the morn??
lol..i woke up at 3.30am..missed the 1st half..coz i was busy being a pig..xD

the sad thing is..we lost..
it was really crazy..penalties to sudden death..ARH~
though this experience made me wanna support Chelsea even more..love you terry..(=

it was really wasted..i must say Petr Cech did really well in blocking C.Ronaldo's penalty..muaha~!!
if only Man.Utd lost..then everyone would blame you-know-who..instead of kacau-ing our John Terry..but IF is a HUGE HUGE word..

*For more details..please visit-->www.chelseafc.com

oh well..conclusion: Blues all the way~!!! =D proud to be a true Blue!!

it's juz life..

everything is so wrong..things were not supposed to be like this..
1st of all..i think i totally flunked my maths exam..like..really bad...pathetic..=(
really needa work alot harder..needa catch up~ ARH...
chemistry also didn't improve..geez~

me and my..'fren'..we're talkin...but..so totally different..he's not who he used to be..
when i 1st met him..he's like this...really gentle dude..and i mean it..
now he's like..a wild monkey (sorry..)..but yea..it sucks to see him act..immature?? =S
oh well..he'll come to his senses some day...

"Life has it's ups and downs.."
so those up there..are the downs...so there must be a few ups..though not much..
the 1st up..my BM got really good grades..but sadly our teacher will be leavin'..aWw..
besides that..going 4 swimmin 2moro with me frenz..that's a nice getaway... (=

guess that's about it..i'm not high now to update much...xD

way back into love

incredible song..so true..and nice..haha..
love the lyrics.. (=

WAY BACK INTO LOVE
[Verse 1]
(Drew Barrymore)
I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

(Hugh Grant)
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Oooooh.

[Verse 2]
(Drew Barrymore)
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

(Hugh Grant)
I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!
Oooooooh, Ooooooh, Ooooooh.

[Middle-eight]
(Drew Barrymore)
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!
Oooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooooh. Oooooooh.

a not-so-good-day

today..1st two periods were spent in a meeting room..like..seriously..
some briefing for the leadership thingy...puh-leeeaseee~...
go Mr.Fong....so loveeee your speeches(c'mon..)..

oh yea..got my chinese exam paper..with the unfinished essay...xD
wasn't that bad i guess..not that good either..haha..

then after skool..we celebrated the birth of a new Mc~!!! =D
i know..it's so seriously cool..hahahaha...
our new Mc is Amos..Amos McKaran (=
so we have three Mc's who reads Artemis Fowl..sweet!!haha..

right..after that..went to the hall for the..leadership thingy..
seriously...it was so....u know...haha..
heard them talk..and talk..and talk..and talk...again...zZz...
but i was havin my own fun talkin to McJay-Z..(=

halfway thru the session..i suddenly found myself in a volleyball court..at Likas Kompleks..
lol..was under the really hot sun..being a freakin photographer..
and i saw this dude..he was like...SO FREAKIN THIN~!!!SERIOUSLY ALARMINGLY THIN!!
even thinner than McStick..and longer!!!!i so scared his legs patah oh...xD

i finally solved my problems..i think la..
at least i don hav to think so much about it...
though..i officially dislike keningau now..
and the chemistry book is fine with me.....xD

P.S:sorry McKitty..for your banging thing..get well soon..u hav all my wishes (=
remember i still haven't chop off your freakin trees..haha..

-so close..but seriously..still so far-

koi mil gaya--my new fav song!!!

hey..this is a new cool song that i love..it's fabulous!!! =D

KOI MIL GAYA

koii mil gaya	I found someone!
Chorus:
mujhako kya hua hai, kyo.n mai.n kho gaya huu.n	What's come over me? Why do I feel so lost?
paagal tha mai.n pahale ya ab ho gaya huu.n	Either I was insane before, or I've just become so.
bahakii hai.n nigaahe.n, aur bikhare hai baal	Dreamy eyes and unkempt hair -
tumne banaaya hai, kya apana ye haal	what have you done to put yourself in this state?
koii mil gaya... mera dil gaya	I found someone... I've lost my heart.
kya bataauu.n yaaro, mai.n to hil gaya	What can I tell you, my friends; I'm all shook up!
koii mil gaya... mil hii gaya	I found someone... I really found someone!
Chorus
jaane kya ho gaya hai mujhe	Who knows what's happened to me!
diivaana log kahane lage	People have started to call me crazy.
ye diivaanagii hai kya	And what is this craziness?
hume.n bhii to ho pata tumako kya ho gaya	We too should know what's happened to you!
are kal tak mujhako sab hosh tha	Hey, until yesterday I was perfectly fine.
dil me.n khushiyo.n ka josh tha	My heart was filled with absolute happiness.
phir ye bechainii hai kyo.n	Then why this restlessness?
phir ye betaabii hai kyo.n	Then why this agitation?
kya koii kho gaya	Have you lost something?
Chorus B:
mera dil gaya...	I lost my heart.
kya bataauu.n yaaro...	What can I tell you, my friends...
O, mai.n to hil gaya	I'm all shook up!
koi mil gaya, mil hii gaya	I found someone, I really found someone!
baadal banakar kaun aa gaya	Who's brought you to looking like a cloud?
kaun hai jo dil pe yuu.n chha gaya	Who is it who's overwhelmed your heart so?
chaahuu.n ke bataauu.n mai.n	I'd like to tell you,
phir bhii kah na paauu.n mai.n	but I can't bring myself to say yet
naam usaka hai kya...	what her name is.
O naam na lo phir kuchh to kaho	So don't name her, but tell us something!
halka-sa koii ishaara to do	Give us a little clue!
merii aa.nkho.n me.n hai vo, merii saa.nso.n me.n hai vo	She's in my eyes, she's in my breath;
aur kahuu.n tum se kya	shall I tell you more?
koii mil gaya... mera dil gaya	I found someone... I lost my heart.
kya bataauu.n yaaro... mai.n to hil gaya...	What shall I tell you, friends? I'm all shook up!
koii mil gaya, mil hii gaya	I found someone, I really found someone!
Chorus
Chorus B

kuch kuch hota hai

KUCH KUCH HOTA HAI Translation:

tum paas aa'e, yuu.n muskaraa'e	You came near me -
tum ne na jaane kya, sapane dikhaa'e	you had no idea what dreams you revealed to me!
Chorus:
tum paas aa'e, yuu.n muskaraa'e	You came near me -
tum ne na jaane kya, sapane dikhaa'e	you had no idea what dreams you revealed to me!
ab to mera dil, jaage na sota hai	Now my heart is neither awake nor asleep.
kya karuu.n haa'e, kuchh kuchh hota hai	What shall I do? Something happens (in my heart)!
Chorus
na jaane kaisa ahasaas hai	Who knows what kind of feeling this is?
bujhatii nahii.n hai, kya pyaas hai	Is it thirst, when it cannot be quenched?
kya nasha is pyaar ka	This drunkenness of love,
mujhape sanam, chhaane laga	it began to consume me.
koii na jaane, kyo.n chain khota hai	Who knows why one loses one's peace when in love?
kya karuu.n haa'e, kuchh kuchh hota hai	What shall I do? Something happens in my heart!
kya ra.ng laaii, merii dua	What wonders my prayers have brought me!
ye ishq jaane kaise hua	God knows how this love came to be.
bechainiyo.n me.n chain	In restlessness I found peace.
na jaane kyo.n aane laga	Who knows how that came to be?
tanhaaii me.n dil, yaade.n sa.njota hai	I sit alone, arranging memories of you.
kya karuu.n haa'e, kuchh kuchh hota hai	What shall I do? Something happens (in my heart)
Chorus this song rockz~!! =D go on McKitty..wear ur tights and shake to this..muaha!

the debate finals (=

that up there..is us..

the finals was this mornin..haha..
it's amazing how we could crash all those information into our tiny lil' brain juz in 1 nite..(=
yes..i'm proud of ourselves..haha..

we lose by 1 vote..but it's fine..
coz i think we did a reli good job considering the time we had to prepare was so short..
and we didn't know anythin bout the stuffs between Iraq and the U.S till like..yesterday??lol..
besides that...we met sum real hot hunks!!well hunk actually..singular..xD
but the others were cute..and a pretty gerl too..haha..

so the conclusion is..we really enjoyed ourselves very very much..like seriously..=D
i'm so glad we did not withdraw from the contest..we rock~!!

it is the end..but a new beginning

exam's are over..so..yea..yay..xD
but...(yes...there's a BUT..)
havin' debate contest 2moro..like seriously...
we only decided to join like...few hours ago..? =S
we have to prepare EVERYTHING in LESS than 24 hours..
oh well.......juz try our best...ahakz..

*sighz*finish exam pun macam no feel...
another week of school left...
will it be a week of pleasure??or endless worries...(i wonder.....)
juz pray for the best...(=

exhaustion =S

i'm so freakin' tired....SERIOUSLY.....
fortunately..2moro will be the last..
yes..the last freaking day....

13th of May--may the war begin

yes..it is the day-->exam time!!! xD
we only had 1 subject fer today..
but curse tht subject(chinese XD)!!i couldn't even finish my essay...like seriously..
at least i tried my best..ahaha...


*happy birthday shannon =)*

I am sick

I am sick. I am not well. I am ill. I am unhealthy. I am weak.
I am sick.